The end of a calendar year is usually accompanied by various summary of the year past. There's the summary of major new stories, major sporting events, the most popular movies or music, or even who has died. Many of us do the same, often summarized in a newsletter that accompanies our Christmas cards.
But do we do that with our prayer life?
Having not seen others do this, I thought I would write my reflections about 2013 in prayer. What were the high points and the setbacks?
Overall, it's been a year where there was much to pray for. As I write this, I'm reminded that too often we only turn to prayer in bad times, times of stress or sorrow, illness or death. Yet, we don't often remember to pray in thanksgiving when we are not in such urgent need.
Starting with thanksgiving, I released my 2nd CD of sacred music this July. I've been blessed with the talent to write music in praise of our God, and to have so many friends and fellow parishioners who contributed to the project. Overall my health has been good and I have been able to do well in my profession, being recognized by my colleagues and company in various ways.
On the other side are two of many relatives and friends living with cancer. They were in special need of prayers this year in their respective battles. But both reached that point where it was time. As each of them were believing Christians, they were able to come to peace with the inevitable, and passed in peace. Yet, there is still great sadness at their passing.
Another friend seemed plagued by illnesses in her young family, including her newborn and herself. At times, it seemed overwhelming: why was all this happening to her? I think praying for her helped give her support and many of the illnesses have passed, even as a new one has emerged.
And there were challenges in my family, too. At times, we did not know what to do or not do. At times, prayer was helpful, asking God for guidance. But as the situation was more immediate, I failed at depending on prayer and faith in God's guidance. I let worry take over too much when I didn't know how to respond. For the moment, these challenges have subsided, but not gone away.
While I have had both successes and setbacks in my prayer life this year, still, I have come to be a stronger believer in the need for prayer, to put before God our lives as they are, to thank God for the goodness, to seek God's guidance, and to ask God to touch the lives of others with healing and mercy.
